We shall be friends...

It all started during primary school, the very first time I know what's love. No, maybe it's not love, just a simple feeling of wanting to love and care for somebody. But that's ancient history.

Let's jump to sometime slightly more recent, college. College was a great time, the friendship born, the love realized... and lost. My first infatuation during college times was my senior. Yes, my senior in college. No, she's not older, but younger, senior only because she enrolled earlier than me. But that's a small infatuation that led me nowhere. There are more encounters duringcollege that I won't bother even mentioning. The most recent 'encounter' I had is with a friend I met via the internet. She's also the furthest I've ever been in a relationship. But it still ended up in a pool of tears and a heavy heart.

I've lost count how many time my heart is broken in such a short time in my life. So I supposed another won't matter anymore, my heart is already broken beyond repair...

I know you're reading this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't tell you this earlier, I'm sorry I lied to you, I'm sorry I created so much problem to you. But I do hope we can be friends, a good friend.

You said knowing me was your greatest gift? Don't I get a thank you for that gift? You owe me dinner :-) Once again, I'm sorry... we shall be friends.

Love,

Fly